Pfff...Purpose?

I figured it out. He is writing as his mental age was when it all happened. Whew, there had to be a reason to why Runyon built such long sentences with too many "and"'s.

"When there is nothing left to burn, set yourself on fire." (Anonymous)




Or, when you are done with your purpose in life just kill yourself. Do we really have a purpose in life? What if there is no purpose at all and we just make this up to make sure it is worth living? What if.



What would you do when all is gone? That is, family, money, work and everything you were potentially "living for." Would you, at such desperation, kill yourself? Really, you would? Oh, so...you wouldn't. I would not do it. Why waste the only opportunity you have of starting something new? Why waste anything? We are blind to the fact that there is actual life behind that idealized loneliness. Actually, it all goes back to the rise of Christianity, when Jesus came along and freed everyone from Hades. (Not offending Christians). That was when everyone began to believe that true life lies in heaven and once we serve the world, we can have eternal happiness. In Greek mythology, on the other hand, good and bad people went to Hades, therefore you had to make the most out of life.

I really don't understand humanity. Or that aphorism, is it being sarcastic, or is it stating the truth we live in? 


Yes, that means you, Brent. You made up your own problems, just to have something to "live for." What I mean by this, is that you needed to have an occupation because you felt your life didn't have a purpose, which was precisely what caused you to kill yourself numerous times. You realized what you had done when you had already done it. Face it, face it, face it. Fine don't face it, illuminate your painless body. Barely five seconds was what it took for you to understand you had problems, and it has taken you an eternity to face them.





Just saying.